As a Christian since young, I lived a "Christian-like life" but was deeply sinful, desiring to satisfy myself rather than God, which manifested in my communication, working habits, and lack of self-control, especially during the COVID period. The gospel reminded me of Christ's work on the cross and His resurrection, which has the power to save and change sinners, leading me to strive for a life of loving others and self-control for the kingdom of God. CERC has been an edifying journey, helping me understand the intensity of ministry and the need for constant improvement to serve a God who actively calls people to Himself. Now, I am working on improving my attention span, building a sense of urgency in my service to God, and striving to be a useful and faithful servant of Christ.