Growing up in a Christian family, I believed my salvation was secured by my choice to believe, but I struggled to understand salvation by grace and feared losing my salvation, leading to self-righteous behavior. After attending CERC and listening to sermons, I realized my sinful nature and how my "good deeds" were driven by self-righteousness, not for God's glory. This conviction led me to understand God's grace and the true meaning of the gospel, recognizing that salvation is entirely God's work, not mine. Now, as a Christian, I strive to live a God-centered life, relying on His strength through struggles and being accountable to the church in my discipleship.