I grew up in a traditional Christian family where I was taught to pray, read the Bible, and serve in church, but in truth, my understanding of Christianity was limited to moralistic therapeutic deism and ecumenism. The pivotal moment came when I heard a sermon that challenged my self-centered faith, making me realize I was a horrible Christian all my life, living for myself and plastering God's name over all my actions." Coming to CERC has opened my eyes, renewed my mind, and softened my heart, helping me understand the bigness of God, the importance of His kingdom, and the true nature of the church as God's wisdom on earth. Now, I'm committed to putting my sins to death, constantly seeking reconciliation, and living all aspects of life under God for God, even as I struggle to be consistent with who I already am in Christ.